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Lets see whats been goin on .... I guess not much really .Ive been
kinda somewhat busy . Thanksgiving was ok i guess , It kinda sucked
because i had a stomach virus . My Birthday is tomorrow . I dont
really have much to write . Um so i guess im gonna go ....Now you all
know why i never write in here because i have nothing to write about
lol , Plus myspace is better and stuff haha ...Peace homies Much Love
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| Hmmmmm What to write what to write ..............
Everytime i write something i wait like 5 months to write again . I mean seriously , Are we that bored and stuff to write our daily lives out on a screen for everyone to read lol . I mean i dont even write that kinda stuff anymore . I write pointless things or deep subjects . But eventually i always end up writting about what i did for the week or day or well in this case the past 4 months haha ...
Lets think about something a lil deep to write , something to fit the background haha
LIFE .....
Why is life something we just throw away , something we take for granted ....We use things to our benifit , Yeah we do it because its there and because we have to survive , But do we ever look at whats really there . Do we ever think hey im taking a shower or washing these dishes and this is running water , HOw am i so lcuky to have this and some arent? . Look there is a fiest on the table and its thanksgiving , How am i so lucky to have this ? Its winter and i have these warm clothes on my back , How am I so lucky to have this ? Yeah ! Its things we already have and things we need , But seriously do we ever ask ourselves these question ? I mean im not just saying this because im asian lol . I mean i grew up in a third world country and i know what its like , poverty , no clothes , no shoes , running water , bathrooms and everything . Look at a guy like me , Ive come a long ways huh i really have . And i am super happy with what i have now . My clothes , ,my house , running water , my shoes , my health , and EVERY LAST ONE OF MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE . . I would seriously die for each and every one of them if it came to it , No second thoughts , no nothing . We strive to live everyone says this and thinks this at some point in life , but we strive to live even though we know we will die , or we strive to live and then take a bullet for someone . Why do we do these things , Its in human nature to think and live the way that we do . Its how we was built and tought . Do unto others right . I mean anyone correct me if im wrong on anything seriously . My only objective in life is to get where im goin , But you have to have a direction first before you do that . I LOST TRACK OF THOUGHT , BUT ILL LEAVE THAT WITH YOU GUYS TO THINK ABOUT LOL ....sorry peopos..
Well im out ill write more next time . everyone leave awesome comments , Peace , Much Love | | |
| Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
How bout this , You guys leave me some cool nice comments and ill update a nice long something for yall to read .
In other news , A local white boy entered the urban rap game and got shot 12 times , It is believed to be that he is still alive . AnotherTupac?
What is it with gangsta rappers gettin shot and livin anyway , I mean is this stuff set up , They are like ok drive by and make sure you shoot me 2 times in my leg and once in my back . Dont kill me just hurt me . They pay proffesional shooters to shoot um lol ....Sorry dont know where that came from . Just read it and laugh . LAUGH OUT LOUD ....You know its true though . Im out peace niggas | | |
| This is an odd and random post but im sure you guys will agree with it all ..........................
Lets see the last few days have been perty intresting for me and stuff . Ive been meetin new people and dpoin new things . Not ta mention the fact that my friends tied me up by my hands and feet and kidnapped me haha thas great though . I will say i met someone the other day and found out today that this person has so much in common with me its crazy . Now me and this person i almost like best friends . I think she knows who im talking about . Its gooa to know that there is someone there out in the world who has been through the same things as you . But if you and I think about it , There are people out there who have it worse than we do , And yeah we all complain , But then again who are we to complain . If we hadproblems and just set to think about those other peoples problems who have it worse im sure we would feel way better .Its part of life , Well pain and problems and everything , All of our wants and needs and stuff . Ive set down to think of it and to me now i see it as part of life in a process and to get through that life process you just gotta live and deal with things . Get your butt back up off da groud when you fall . Be a soldier and stand tall to your problems , Overcome everything that trys to stand i your way . You know everyone is talking about being a soldier and how cool it is and you carry guns and stuff . If we all think about it , we are all soldiers fighting our own battle . And our minds and hearts are our weapons , The choices we make and stuff is how we coem out of that war or lil battle .Now i dont really know if all you guys agree but thats my opinion . And that was really rando, and i dont know why i put that up but yeah its there so ha . YOu guys ready for another poem , I thought you was hahaha. Well here its tis , ENJOY ! .......Leave me nice comments to ..."
Love quite first ...."I offer thee that love is life and life hath immortality. And that it may last forever when you shall find that one person "
my heart doesn't understand
We were like the sky and the stars that don't become apart from one another, like the sand and the sea that no mater how high the tides were some day calmed down makin' the sun and the sky shine once again and like humans without air that without it there is no more... but then in a second all of our past came to an end...
My heart, without thinking it over, came to a decision that: no matter what happens it will only want to be with you; no matter how many times you break my heart or drop it and step on it I will fix it and put it again in your hands...
I know that without you- my life isn't worth living. You are my breath of life and without you I will die. My eyes are dry every time I think of you. A tear of love comes down my face and in a second evaporates and without a trace leaves to the deep of the sea...
Please leave comments you guys , I hope you enjoyed the poem and quite and my thoughts . Hope ta hear from you all , Much LOve , ttu all later , Bye | | |
| Well lets see , } High light the hidden song in the end
Overall the day was awesome , i got to hang with my baby .. There was a lil tention , I just want her to be honest with me about things and i want her to tell me what she wants and how she feels is all . Because i wanna be able to know what to do and what not to do and when to do it and stuff . Im sure some of you can understand . I mean i really like this gurl almost love her but we wont go there yet . I want her to be the one you know . But i really rather not talk about it on here ill just put the song up that i wrote for her recently . Here it is , I hope you like it babe and i hope you come to forgive me for my emotions lately i know you understand because you sid it yourself we ceom from the same place . so why cant we be perfect and help each other . Anyway here is the song . Uh yeah to warn you ahead of time you guys have to highlight the song to read it sorry ...
Miss You
I can't sleep, I just can't breathe
When your shadow is all over me baby
Don't wanna be, a fool in your eyes
Cos what we had was built on lies
And when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
::Chorus::
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you
What would it take, for you to see
To make you understand that I'll
Always believe
You and I, can make it through
And I still know, I can't get over you
Cos when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
Oh baby, I miss you, I do
Cos when our love always
Fades away
Listen to me hear what I say
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you, I miss you
I do
I don't wanna feel
The way that i do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
Oh baby, I miss you, I do
I do miss you babe and i amvery sorry i just like to know whats goin on with you , you say i dont know you much yet well lets set and talk an dget to know more pleeeeease . bleave comments please
Hey there peoples whats up , i HAVE A NEW SONG I WROTE LAST NIGHT , lAST NIGHT WHEN I DIDNT GET SLEEP AND SOME OF YOU KNOW WHY . bUT HERES THE SONG , aND I HAVE NEVER WROTE A SONG THIS FAST IN MY ENTIRE LIFE SO HERE WE GO ENJOY IT ALL .......................................
I Don't Wanna Fight
I can't sleep
Everything I ever knew
Is a lie, without you
I can't breathe
When my heart is broke in two
There's no beat
Without you
You're not gone, but you're not here
Is that the way it seems tonight
Cos we can try to end these wars
I know that we can make it right
Cos baby
::Chorus::
I don't wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And as lonely as it's in my heart
Won't let me be apart from you
I don't wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So, I'm hoping we can start tonight
Cos I don't wanna fight, no more
How can I live
When everything that I adore
And everything I'm living for
Girl it's in you
I can't dream
Sleepless nights have got me by
The only dream I've ever had
Is being with you
I know that we can make it right
It's gonna take a little time
Let's not leave ourselves with no way out
Let's not cross that line
::Repeat Chorus::
Remember that I made a vow
That I will never let you go
I meant it then, I mean it now
And I wanna tell you so
::Repeat Chorus::
::Repeat Chorus::
It's a lie, without you, without you.
i HOPE YOU gUYS REALLY LIKED IT ,, tHAT ONE MEANS A LIL MORE THAN THE FIRST . i HAVE MORE I AM PROBLEY GONNA G ET UP HERE THAT I AM WRITING ANYWHO . mUCH loVE , pEACE | | |
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